I feel bad for track 6

"Miss interpreting high school is common. We often forget how non important it really is. You will never talk to any of your friends you have now after high school". We hear this all the time...

I'm telling you I promise I will know my friends for the rest of my life. High school is a huge contest of "who is more popular"? None of that will matter after high school. You won't even remember who the most popular was.

My friends and I have gone through many trials together as a group. There are some things we experienced that we will never forget. Breaking the barrier of the " hard ass kids" is hard to do. Maybe if we opened up to each other more we could have avoided some terrible things.

The type fear

The type of fear that takes your breath.

The kind the steals your hope.

The kind that comes back again and again.

It won't ever tell you when or where.

It will come uninvited and it leaves when your broken and tired.

It runs your life until it leaves.

It comes from somthing  you love.

No one else knows it's there.

It just wants to be friends.

Are you really alive?

How can you know for sure?

Prove it to me...

Dreaming away

Sometimes I wish I'd fall asleep one night and never wake up. I think that would be for the best really it would. I could finally dream of Paris. I wouldn't ever be disappointed from waking up in the morning and drive to a sea of judgment everyday.  Every one else would be more happy too, not having me stress over every little thing. I don't even know why I'm writing this I only get one view per week on my blog anyways. So I guess this for that one person. Thank you for trying to read my poor excuse for writing. I spell things wrong my punctuation is terrible and it has no structure.

Thanks for reading you one person that takes the time but you are kinda wasting your time. Sorry but it's true. Goodnight.