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Get off me, I can't breath! I haven't felt I deep relaxing breathe in months. I just want to be like everyone else, but it impossible for me to do that without you.

First
You
Start
With
My
Hands

Everything I touch is cold with the exception of her. When I touch her my hands melt, but I clean it up with a random topic of conversation hoping she  didn't notice. Why do you do this to me. This never happened to me before you came along.

Then
It's
My
Mind

I can't stop thinking. I find her in the darkest place of my thoughts the place where I put my stress and anxiety. Soon after it will become the brightest place filling my head full memories. But only if I have you. Without you I couldn't have found her. I couldn't have thought about her night and day. I would've said the wrong things to her. I couldn't have dreamed about how maybe one day me and her would be friends. I couldn't get to where I am now with out you.

Now
It's
My
Heart

Beating so hard I can't count the beats. I never was good at counting anyways unless I got you. My blood is boiling with all the anxiety of her. My eyes flutter across the scene of my life. I have no control of you. I'm starting to you run this and I'm just along for the ride.

But are you even worth it?

I'd think so

I've been sitting here in this doctors office for more then an hour now just waiting for you because if i have you I have her and that's worth it.

ACT Score

I got a crappy score on the ACT. If you are a college you look at that for one second and keep flipping through for a 25 or above. Have you ever thought about why that kid got a 20.
Maybe he has dyslexia.
Maybe he has ADHD.
Maybe he has ADD.
Maybe those four hours in a tiny room gave him an anxiety you could feel 2 class rooms away.
Maybe that kid missed half his Junior year because he was in the hospital.
Maybe he doesn't give a shit about your profiling number.
Maybe he just wants to go to your school because he has a desire to learn.
His ACT Score may be low but his will to work at something is high.

Carefree

I want to live Carefree.
Not careless.
I don't want to care what people think.
I don't want to care about money.
I want to care about family.
I want to care about friends.
I want to live like the legends that climbed Everest without know if it was possible.
I want to live like Sir Edmund Hillary.
I want to live likehttp://edmundhillary08.blogspot.com/?m=1
I just want to live my life carefree.

Thinking

I can't sleep
I'm thinking about you
I'm thinking about you like how boys think about girls and how girls think about boys
I'm thinking about you like how clouds think about rain
I'm thinking about you like how snow thinks about the sun and how kids think about fun.
I'm thinking about you
I Don't know why I can't stop.
I'm think about you like how horses think about running and how candles think about burning
I'm thinking.
I can't stop thinking. Even when I sleep you are still there.

Running away

Let's runaway if we leave now they won't know we are gone til morning.

Let's go to New Panzance. We just missed the storm and I'm ready to leave.

There is nothing here for us. These people don't see like we do. We're just a little different.

I want to leave right now! If you don't come I'll just go by myself!

I hate it here. And if you don't want to leave with me your just like the rest.

I hate you too. You're not who you think you are.

A Friend to a friend

Dear friend,

Haha, laughing out loud These are common sounds to me But have you taken the time to consider What it's like to be the man behind the funny Success-measured in laughs Friendship-measured in smiles Self worth always on the line Ready to run a thousand miles I may seem like one to look up to Maybe one to exemplify But in the end what will I be When all the jokes run dry Smart? Maybe, it's hard to show Kind? I'm not the one who would know Neither of these traits help my self esteem And neither feed my ego Have you considered that it may be a front A way to hide myself away Have you considered I think I'm a c*** So I keep my real self at bay So I guess I'll keep up this humorous visage Keep hidden the real me I guess like Gaga I love the applause Funnies all I'll ever be

- I miss you buddy

K

Shallow
Fake
Distant
Cursory
Depthless
Empty
Flat
Slight
Superficial
Surface
Trifling
Trivial
Unsound
Dishonest

Words to discribe 90% of the people at school.